Awake, alone, pretend that I am finally home

and when we get done with the crime...

2007-06-01T04:14:19Z

200 question surveys are a perfect waste of time(even though it's not a full 200)

200. My Middle Name Is: James

199. I was born in: Wright Patterson AFB, OH

198. I am: aimless

197. My cell phone company is: Sprint

196. My eye color is: Blue/Green

195. My shoe size is: 11

194. My ring size is: no idea

193. My height is: 5'10''-ish

192. I am allergic to: cats

191. Town I first lived in: Wright Patterson Air Force Base

190. I live in: Lunenburg

189. The last book I read: God Emperor of Dune

188. My bed is: overrated

187. Are you happy with your life?: this would be a good time for an alkaline trio quote

186. Last person to send you a text message: Emily

185. Ever smoked a cigarette: tons

184. AIM or MSN or Yahoo:AIM

183. Do you email: no

182. How is the weather today: it rained earlier but it's calm now

181. Do you have your wisdom teeth: yep

180. Ever been to Disney World: just once

179. My favorite holiday is: christmas

177. The last three cds I bought: Alkaline Trio-Crimson; ETID-Gutter Phenomenon; Modest Mouse-The Moon and Antarctica. I haven't bought cds for awhile. Thank you internet.

176. Last song that made you cry: Tenacious D-City Hall(from laughing)

170. What did you do yesterday?: the only thing there is to do in fitchburg

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

142. Love at first sight?: to a certain extent

141. Luck?: I have to, I'm Irish

140. Fate?: no

141. aliens?: i don't care one way or the other

WHICH IS BETTER:

129. Hugs or Kisses?: hugs

127. Phone or Online?: online, i hate the phone

126. Red Heads or Black Hair?: black

125. Blondes or Brunettes?: brunettes

124. Hot or Cold?: cold, it's much easier to get warmer than colder

123. Summer or winter?: summer

122. Sun or Rain?: sun and rain

121. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate

120. Night or Morning?: night

119. Oranges or Apples?: oranges

118. Curly or straight hair?: either

LAST TIME I:

101. Saw someone I hadn't seen in awhile: I saw Brenda Torrisi at my sister's graduation, but we didn't talk

100. Cried in front of someone: every time I have to cut 25 pounds of onions at work I cry in front of Ana.

99. Grew: physically-junior year, mentally-probably the same

90. Who is the ditsiest person you know: Ashley at work...fucking retarded

89. Who makes you laugh the most: myself sadly

87. The last movie you saw: not in theaters-Good Will Hunting; in theaters-Grindhouse

82. The thing I don't understand: religion

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received: "God has a plan"

79. The things I plan on doing this summer is: working too much, some wiffleball, random acts of joy

74. The thing I'm looking forward to most: a car

73. The thing I'm not looking forward to doing: work

72. Today: was surprisingly eventful

71. This summer: should be interesting

70. This week: I had 3 days off, awesome

62. The person who knows the most about me: my brother

61. The person who can read me the best is: probably Emily

60. The most difficult thing to do is?: express

56. My zodiac sign is: scorpio/libra

54. First time you had a crush: jen piazza

52. Last time someone said what you were thinking: "Kp, do you want me to pack that bong?"-Emily

50. What is your dream job?: to travel the world working for The History Channel

49. First job: Hannaford

46. I hope: I come into lots of money without having to earn it

45. The worst sound in the world: the sound of a baseball bat hitting the back of a skull

44. The person that makes me cry the most: whoever delivers those fucking onions

35. Florida or Hawaii: Florida to live, Hawaii to visit

33. My favorite piece of clothing: not a big fan of clothes

32. My favorite sport is: baseball

30. My friends are: pretty awesome

29. My computer: dead

28. The school I go to: life

22. The all-time best movie is: dazed and confused

20. Last thing you ate: an orange

19. The most annoying thing ever is: not having money

18. The most annoying person you know is: my mother

17. I lose all respect for people that: can't take a joke

16. The movies I have cried over: none

15. Last phone call: my dad

14. TV shows you watch: Heroes, Lost, Sportscenter

13. Last friend you hung out with: Dano, Celia, Emily, Phil, Niles, Kelly, and others last night

12. I want to be: comfortable

11. The worst pain I was ever in: 7th grade, Shawn kicked me in the balls

10. My favorite quote: "Life's too short to be pissed off all the time."

9. My room has: the essentials

8. My favorite celebrity is: dr. dre

7. My top person on MySpace: I think Alkaline Trio

6. My favorite color is: aquamarine

5. My weakness is: I'm not a trusting person

3. Who broke your heart: anna nicole smith

2. One thing that makes you feel great is: freedom

1. Love and the potential of being hurt OR never loved but never hurt?: love

same chronic, just a different smoke

2007-05-26T04:17:51Z

Huzzah for boredom-prompted returns to LJ!

Hey! You're part of it!

2005-12-20T03:43:11Z

everyone else is playing mario party, so I'm posting this everywhere I can.

GIRLS: if you want guys to do for you then post "GUYS ONLY"

GUYS: if you want girls to do for you then post "GIRLS ONLY"

what would you do if?

1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. I asked u to have sex?
10. I asked u out?

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Let me try and solve your problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Asked me to make you feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted me to hold you?
24. Wanted to go out with me?
25. Kept something important from me?
26. Wanted to do me?

::AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe how i look in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. Describe my personality?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you going to post this to see what I say about you?

::WOULD YOU::
39. Kiss me?
40. Makeout with me?
41. Take advantage of me?
42. walk with me through the park all day?
43. Lap dance?
44. go down south?
45. Sex?
46. Get high with me?
47. handcuff me?
48. not stop until u scream?
49. Marry me?

my hands are soaking in the blood of angels...

2005-12-14T01:17:08Z

christmas sucks. commercial "holy-days" are just about as hypocritical as you can get.

totally swiped from Crit

2005-12-07T14:58:15Z

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
Sure.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
When I was kicked out of my house.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
When I moved back in.

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
Lunenburg.

5) Who were you with?
Shawn, Benson, Ken, Maddie, Anne

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
Probably Michael's house.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
Smurf, Michael, Chad, Justin, Lynne, maybe Smokey and Pedro.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
I don't make resolutions.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
No.

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
No.

11) If yes, with who?
Every member of GWAR.

12) If yes, do they know?
They must, I write to them everyday.

14) Do you regret it?
No, they have great costumes.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
Yeah.

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
Yuppers.

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
I guess the honor would have to go to TonyJ, even though I don't think his ego needs the boost.

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
Late September/early October.

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
No.

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
As of right now it's 4(NH, ME, CT, VT), but it's going to be many more before christmas.

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
No humans, a couple pets.

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Hotel Rwanda

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
The First Single-The Format

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
Every Time I Die-Gutter Phenomenon

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
Less than 10.

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
No.

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
Way too much.

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
Yeah, but I wouldn't consider it too much. Then again, I wouldnt consider any amount too much.

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
Zero.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Not really. I tend to not regret things.

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
"You're the reason I had a heart attack."

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
I treat almost everyone badly.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
I guess.

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
More than I earned.

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Not spending a single minute sober at beach week.

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
I don't know.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
Doesn't matter when, but I would just disappear.

40) What are your plans for 2006?
School, I guess. Waiting.

when I get really bored I steal surveys from Jenn

2005-11-30T02:23:40Z

Put an (x) in the box if you have done it, or if it applys to you. Leave blank if you have not.

(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight

(x) snuck out of parent's house
(x)had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(x) lied to a close friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die

(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) had someone crash your car

(x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been moshing at a concert

( )been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

( ) had a tea party
( )own a kite
( ) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( )played dress up

(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x)touched a snake

(x, not fun) been tickled
(x) been robbed?
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat?

(x) won a contest
( )(surprisingly not) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident

(x) have/had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night?
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

(x)hated the way you looked
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

(x)squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying

( ) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

(x) crashed a party
(x) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
( ) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

( )worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have/had a little black dress
( ) had sex in a park
( ) had sex in the bathroom
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tounge stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
( ) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top

( )had sex
( ) had sex in a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

(x) didnt take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree-
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x)are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(maybe?)worn a really ugly outfit to school
(x, I was really young) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch

(x) played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x, very awkward) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x, both pinkies, 2 times each)broken a bone
(x) fractured a bone
(x) been easily amused

(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed

(x, many times. my mom once)mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x, I let Snorre copy all my vocab tests) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name

( ) French braided someones hair
( )(lake) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(XXXXXXXXXX) been kicked out of your house

bury_yourself @ 2005-10-28T21:29:00

2005-10-29T01:30:17Z

I think I would rather be dead.

stolen from Jenn

2005-10-14T02:44:46Z

List 20 of your Friends names at random, Then answer questions about them!

1 Smurf

2 Shawn

3 Ally

4 Ethan B

5 Justin D

6 Jason

7 Michael

8 Jenn

9 Kevin D

10 Craig

11 Amy

12 Jailbreak

13 Brian

14 Ashley

15 Casey

16 Chad

17 Lorraine

18 Crit

19 Max

20 Justin Z

-#9 a boy or a girl? - sometimes I wonder...
-Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? - no, she'd kick his ass too often
-How about #18 and #4? - no, Ethan's not gay.
-What grade is #17 in? - mine.
-When was the last time you talked to #12? - a couple hours ago? maybe yesterday.
-What is #6's favorite band? - probably Offspring, but it should be Fastball.
-Does #1 have any siblings? - yeah, sister.
-Would you ever date #3? - you betcha!
-Would you ever date #13? - if I were gay, in a heartbeat.
-Is #16 single? - I think so
-What's #15's last name? - McNally
-What's #10's middle name? - I don't know, but it should be The
-What's #5's favorite thing to do? - random chicks
-Is #13 hot? - the hottest
-Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? - possibly
-What school does #20 go to? - Mount Wach I think
tell me a random fact about #11: she has a cool new bowl that I have never seen
-And #1: Michael's room is dubbed "Pub Anna" in his honor
-And #3: she used to have ducks but a dog killed them
-Have you ever had a crush on #15? - god, I hope not
-Where does #9 live? - Elmwood
-What's #4's favorite color? - probably blue because he's hardcore like that
-Would you make out with #14? - her boyfriend is jealous enough already
-Are #5 & #6 best friends? - no
-Does #7 like #20? - they've only met a couple times I think, but Michael likes most everybody
-Does #8 like #19? - I don't think they'd get along too well
-How did you meet #2? - middle school bitches
-How did you meet #18? - he WAS my nextdoor neighbor
-Does #10 have any pets? - one dog. it used to be 2 but the blind one died.
-Is #12 older than you? - nope.
-Is #1 the sexiest person alive or what? - you know, I think he was named that by People magazine.

bury_yourself @ 2005-09-14T17:53:00

2005-09-14T21:56:17Z

thank heavens it's not too late for me to get sent to Baghdad.